Fuchs found Southern California, 1937, "still undeveloped, fresh and brimming and unawakened, at the beginning everything in this new land wonderfully solitary, burning, and kind."
"What is the secret elixir that we must look for, the thing that gives a story life...It's the melodic line-when it all comes together, it sings."
---Stella Bowen.
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The old sun on our backs, a life in the open, out of the cloister, away from the cramped, stifled and pointless conversations, the crabbed existence of dreary drab afternoons, the mind vacant of any lasting thoughts, churning out anxieties for a halfpenny.
The old sun, its ancient pathways, the timeless within the turnings. The sun's light: 'tight and loose': fidelity to the centre; the dream of periphery. Like a pagan you look to the sun, and all falls away. No chain of being, no thought of the same sub-atomic processes working in both of us, but the simple fact that a life under the sun erodes our names. My hands are burned, my face has darkened. The north survives in the small mirror but leaves my eyes...

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