It is Spring, moonless night in the small town, starless and bible-black, the cobblestreets silent and the hunched, courters'-and- rabbits' wood limping invisible down to the sloeblack, slow, black, crowblack, fishingboat-bobbing sea. The houses are blind as moles (though moles see fine to-night in the snouting, velvet dingles) or blind as Captain Cat there in the muffled middle by the pump and the town clock, the shops in mourning, the Welfare Hall in widows' weeds. And all the people of the lulled and dumbfound town are sleeping now.
Hush, the babies are sleeping, the farmers, the fishers, the tradesmen and pensioners, cobbler, schoolteacher, postman and publican, the undertaker and the fancy woman, drunkard, dressmaker, preacher, policeman, the webfoot cocklewomen and the tidy wives. Young girls lie bedded soft or glide in their dreams, with rings and trousseaux, bridesmaided by glow-worms down the aisles of the organplaying wood. The boys are dreaming wicked or of the bucking ranches of the night and the jollyrogered sea.
And the anthracite statues of the horses sleep in the fields, and the cows in the byres, and the dogs in the wet-nosed yards; and the cats nap in the slant corners or lope sly, streaking and needling, on the one cloud of the roofs.
You can hear the dew falling, and the hushed town breathing.
Only your eyes are unclosed to see the black and folded town fast, and slow, asleep. And you alone can hear the invisible starfall, the darkest-before- dawn minutely dewgrazed stir of the black, dab-filled sea where the Arethusa, the Curlew and the Skylark, Zanzibar, Rhiannon, the Rover, the Cormorant, and the Star of Wales tilt and ride.
Listen. It is night moving in the streets, the processional salt slow musical wind in Coronation Street and Cockle Row, it is the grass growing on Llareggub Hill, dewfall, starfall, the sleep of birds in Milk Wood.
Listen. It is night in the chill, squat chapel, hymning in bonnet and brooch and bombazine black, butterfly choker and bootlace bow, coughing like nannygoats, suckling mintoes, fortywinking hallelujah; night in the four-ale, quiet as a domino; in Ocky Milkman's lofts like a mouse with gloves; in Dai Bread's bakery flying like black flour. It is to-night in Donkey Street, trotting silent, with seaweed on its hooves, along the cockled cobbles, past curtained fernpot, text and trinket, harmonium, holy dresser, watercolours done by hand, china dog and rosy tin teacaddy. It is night neddying among the snuggeries of babies.
Look. It is night, dumbly, royally winding though the Coronation cherry trees; going through the graveyard of Bethesda with winds gloved and folded, and dew doffed; tumbling by the Sailors Arms.
Time passes. Listen. Time passes
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Stop. Look. It isn't like that. Attentiveness to the drowned words, the tentativeness of the hands, the second spaces in you. Listen. Each element is in you: diamond,quicksilver,and gold and fire. No season is forever. It passes. Time passes. What remains is like the image of the moon on the dancing stream: a broken circle. Softly, gently, the moonlight falls on your face; as at the stroke of midnight, two faces, two worlds are indistinguishable. Then, there is no talk of what is 'inner', what is 'outer'. Yes. No?
Crow. Oilblack. Many types of black. More. Light strikes, glistens off it. You remember the colours, name the world. It opens, unfolds, for you. You for it.
1 comment:
hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh:
The sound of me exhaling.
b.,
Watching that makes me want to go for a drive. First through this crumby bizarro town. And then up into the mountains. For the contrast. From streets littered with commerce to the quiet dank woods. It doesn't get anymore black than the places that grow out of the crags. I'd like to find a spot in a clearing. And I'd have to have two blankets--oh and a pillow. Comfort is very important while communing with nature. The outside of my coat would be crisp with the night air. But the inside would hold my warmth. Then I would be very still. And quiet. The kind of quiet that makes your breathing sound loud. My eyes would adjust to the stars. And after 10, 15 minutes I would be floating. And the stars would be advancing on me. And I would join them.
But, I would want to share the quiet. I'd want to be close. Hearing my breath and his. Interchanging and weaving. And turning into the brightest light that can be felt by the body. So that the dark becomes the sky and we become a star. Floating and flashing. Making a wish on ourselves.
-fl
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